Today we added a new toy to Bella's life.  I placed the crib mirror in the bassinet with her.  I was quite relieved to have an extra 20 minutes to myself because Bella was completely fascinated with the mirror.  I even caught her smiling at herself.  What a joy it is to see my little girl discover the world. 
We have had a challenging past few days.  Bella must be going through a growing spurt because she is eating about every hour most of the day.  Occasionally she will sleep for a couple of hours.  I am tired, but quite pleased that she is growing and healthy.  I am trying to keep my spirits up enough to enjoy the last week before I return to work. 
I am anxious to regain activity, but also anxious about being away from Bella.  I have the best babysitters ofcoarse.... Granny, Aunt Laura, and Aunt Abbi!  Bella is beginning to fit into all of her beautiful clothes.  I am excited because she may just barely fit into a dress that I have had set aside for our first mother's day together.  I feel as though somebody has given me a key and I can walk through a door and cross to the other side, I am now a grandaughter, daughter, and mother.  This feeling of pride sort of makes up for the zombie feeling I have most days!
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You do have a wonderful little baby doll of your own. I'm glad you are staying sane, even though your sleeping so little. Good luck starting work. I know it's going to be so hard. I promise she'll be there when you come home! All my love, Amber
ReplyDeleteWhat an angel! I'm so jealous!
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